Hi, I lost my bestfriend in 1995 and it is still hard, every day i think of her, it has gotten easier threw the years but i sure do miss her. But recently i lost my  little sister and i know now the reason i made it threw all those years with out my friend was because my sister became my bestfriend. she helped me in ways i never could imagine. she was the little sister but she took care of me when i was down and out. all i can suggest to you is look to your family and let them know what you are going threw with your loss. they will be there for you, and you never know one may become your new bestfriend.
Ashley's Sister

"When someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure"

Sorry for your loss.