Re: I'm just so angry, sad, and hurt

Re: I'm just so angry, sad, and hurt


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Thread Starter: HollyGO
Started: 03-03-2007 4:01 PM
Replies: 2

HollyGO
http://ilovedestiny-perez.memory-of.com

03 Mar 2007, 4:01 PM

I'm just so angry, sad, and hurt

I know I have been through "worse" but how do you choose which loss is "worse" when they both are so grand?

How do you define what is worse which loss hurts worse? The loss of my daughter Destiny will ALLWAYS be HUGE.However Brenda(http://brenda-greenwood.memory-of.com) was savagly murderd.
The manner in which she was killed adds to my grief and not only mine. 2 of my cousins are suffering terribly also. NOT only them but we are so affected.

I am so angry all the time. I am mad because she was shot 10 times, I am mad that she wont see her daughter grow up, I am mad that I wont grow old with her, I am mad that the bastard(s) that shot her are alive mooching of MY tax dollars. I am mad that they killed her. I am mad that all the women in my immediate family are dead, all dead, my mother, Daughter and now my sister.

I have a great support team but I can't always turn to them.
You guys know how it is its up and down the pain is always their but at times bearable, why should I bring them down from inbearable when they are coping that moment??

I just...honestly I don't even know what Im grieving anymore!! I have lost so much and I am NOT the type to have pity fests and say oh poor me, I have a beautiful baby girl who is adorable smart and keeps me busy but yet this just sucks.

Okay sorry just had to vent

Password for Destiny's site is 041197

also visit http://brenda-greenwood.memory-of.com..Pasword for Brenda's site is Mercy

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HollyGO
http://ilovedestiny-perez.memory-of.com

04 Mar 2007, 9:44 PM

Re: I'm just so angry, sad, and hurt

another bad day

Password for Destiny's site is 041197

also visit http://brenda-greenwood.memory-of.com..Pasword for Brenda's site is Mercy

autumn

29 Jun 2009, 12:54 AM

Re: I'm just so angry, sad, and hurt

Hi HollyGo,

I am so sorry for the great losses in your life. I too have lost many...when I was 15 I lost my best friend to suicide. She shot herself just after calling me to tell me she loved me. Then, one year after I was married I lost my next best friend and sister-in-law, she was murdered and shot 5 times by her ex-husband. She left behind two young daughters 2 and 7 at the time. I know that anger--of my tax dollars paying for her murderer to sit in jail for ONLY 1-1/2 years only to be released for "good conduct" he wasn't even sentenced to murder--involuntary man slaughter because he was drunk and claimed he didn't know what he was doing.
I too was angry all the time. It tore up my marriage and the relationship with my two adopted daughters. I lost my husband to cancer when he was only 44. We had been married 15 years.
I just wanted to write and tell you that I know your anger. And the hurt just seems to never go away so it seems I just combine it in with the anger so it's just one big ball of bitterness. I mean, why have two big pockets of crap.

Autumn

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